Yesterday, I finally dressed up to go into town and it felt great. With wfh vibes being really strong these past few months and online classes being the order of the day, I haven’t gotten to dress up as much as I would have liked to. Thus, I have developed an overbearing appreciation for any reason to dress up in anything but sweatpants and loose tees. I styled my plain black bootcut jeans with a plain white tee from my shop shilash esntls(I’ll leave a link down below) which is literally my favourite article of clothing right now. I wore my plain white sneakers, that if you follow any of my content you already know are a staple for me. I then added on this beautiful brown, black and white plaid shirt. I did a couple of insta stories and a post and really enjoyed myself.
It’s finally December, and after this roller coaster of a year which I’ve already shitted on immensly, I have this weird feeling of fulfillment building in me. Like I have learnt something, even if I don’t know what exactly.
I made a bad investment at the start of this month, a really bad one, the kind that you want to forget but also remember forever. I lost a large amount of money that I’d worked really hard for. What’s funny is as I write this I am not bitter, even though I still hold a special type of hate for the people that stole from me. Who just for you guys safety are a page on insta called alibabagroupke, it’s a scam, a really good one, but a scam nonetheless.
What’s funny is I’m hopeful for the future, as I always am around this time of year, I know I’ll move on, I know I’ll make it out alive and as hard as it is to believe right now I know that I will thrive.
I’m not making resolutions yet but I’m excited for the future. I watched world of calm on hbo a few nights ago and it is the most relaxing thing that’s streaming right now. The first episode had me so relaxed and in awe and I realized that I’m calm, I have been, holding it down no matter how many times the waves have come into shore with a madness in them. I realized, I am peace, I am love and I will thrive.
Even though I will hopefully be posting a lot more blogs before the year comes to a close, as soon as I finish my exams (cringe).I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has been reading these blogs, watching my Youtube videos and showing love and support in any way. I really appreciate it and I love you guys. Till next time, have a great week and goodbye. Leave a comment down below about your year and how working from home has been for you, I really appreciate the feedback and we can probably kick up a conversation.
Aesthetic Ian 